Friday, January 29, 2010

Filling the space...

I wonder what i should do???.....lead a life questioning the existence of every thing or follow prehistoric age rules. Mocking the ugliness and ignorance of society wouldn't make me happy for the long time but the eternal quest for some sort of peace ,bliss, happiness has to stop somewhere.
May be I"ll find it by reading a book or meeting my elusive dream girl. The notion that peace, bliss exists somewhere is soothing because it gives hope and courage to look beyond.

I do find my life boring...reading books to fill my brain with knowledge (but reading makes me understand facts)...My generation is half confused and half asleep. The emptiness i fell when iam alone i guess may be felt by everyone ..and to get rid of emptiness we engage in all sorts of activities.My need/quest to get that bliss is my purpose of this life.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Ego and its implications

If u spent two years thinking whether or not to call an important person,it would be a identity of ego filled soul seeking lame excuses.Comparing life with some unrealistic novels written by a persuading writer would seem to be solacing in the beginning but at the end its nothing but creating own illusions.This gentle world filled with greed , selfishness,hunger,contempt cant afford to provide you good life long friends,if it does by chance it would be foolish not to cherish and appreciate the existence of such friendship, i understood it today .
The hopelessness i was feeling in this saddened world filled with narrow alleys was somewhat vanished but it seems that boredom is a part of life,we need to reinvent our own lives to make it interesting for our own sake.
If our existence is a mystery then existence of god is myth..we are alone in this universe on this planet earth watching cricket matches and content with the beauty visible to our eyes.A cocktail of greed and ambition turbocharge us to become achievers which makes the life busier than usual there by reducing the eternal boredom.
iam writing this blog to kill my boredom and become cheerful person in future :D
We are prisoners of our own belief and prejudices and unfortunately we seldom notice it,literature is a gateway from ignorance but the fact is its about the variety of boredom in human lives mocking our own existence.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Why do we need to Research?

Research is nothing but finding or the quest for the truth.Solving problem needs to have comprehensive knowledge of the methods,using permutations of existing methods and little bit modifications of them based on demands of the problem lead to finding the solutions which can be refined and optimized over time.Finding truth doesn't amount to finding solutions to
problems since a problem is a solution is disguise.Truth exists,researcher might reach the truth by solving problems or finding patterns ,finding new phenomena,understanding interrelationship among variables,factors affecting the phenomena.
Mind engrossed in finding ,understanding of universe doesn't observe itself,does the observer observes himself ?

Does the
path to finding truth is outside the mind or inside the mind?.Mind is a complex organisation where research is one of the paths in a confused and complex world, the well traversed path shouldn't become hindrance to alternative paths. An obsessed mind in finding solutions to the problems might not enjoy the magnanimity of the problem,the acknowledgement of the existence of the problem is the rootcause of the evolved solution , then is the comprehension of the mind is enough to do research?Is the time lost spending years in finding solutions (ofcourse it influences humanity)which are pursued in the hope of attaining self satisfaction and changing the course of humanity.Does influencing the mankind with the research is the ultimate objective of an enlightened mind?.If the research is about producing literature in a short span of time,then how can we comprehend the magnanimity of the universe?.If the ultimate truth is realised by understanding and acknowledging existing and future problems ,research should be the ultimate goal of enlightened ,independent mind.

The greatness of
research is the freedom it provides to the researcher and realization of the potential of his mind which many vocations cannot afford to do so.

Monday, August 03, 2009

unstructured sentences..........

understanding life is an excuse to linger and trying to be with the flow of world recognising its futility as well as exhausting activity.self appears to be an ocean with no depths once in a while assuring peace or that rare satisfaction in being alone which evaoprates as the moments pass by ,thoughts trespassing again into the mind which make the world to make sense ,overwhelm to accept the visuals of the eye as reality and distorted or borrowed perceptions as understanding.the need to express might wither away with the age where the previous works produce tinge of satisfaction than early years pride.if the worth of a life is based on the work produced then what is the idea of leisure?,work which guide the world or helps you in shaping the world over the years make you to belive that your self worth is based in the inherent greatness of your work than your understanding of deep ocean inside you.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

june 2009

Finally everything falling into place it seems ,the anticipated void of vacations vanished with daily routine,infusing discipline in self seems to be battle of wits ,confrontation of self occurs in a disturbing image which rattles you, wakes you up in middle of sleep and make you think about your worthy or unworthy existence .
The cruelty exhibited by humans among themselves is not fascinating but evolved from deep desires , insecurities and ambitions which make the feeble creatures ponder and suffocate in the
process of surviving in a pseudo selfish society.
Raising of voice ,be it a choice or only hope would be crushed by the mighty,the stare of those hurt and victimized makes you think your own inability of fighting against the rotten system,this fight may not end till the earth perishes but optimism brings sanity which makes way to courage and fight with bare hands devoid of malaise and strategies.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

how should i say?

i know i"ll never meet you
again,the thought of it
makes my heart sink but it
soon engulfs itself in the void
of daily struggle.
i hope i"ll see you sometime
somewhere,hope i would
find you in the storm.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Democarcy Vs Communism

Monarchy,Aristocracy has led to form two new ideas of democracy and communism,which changed the course of world in the last two centuries.The relevance of the forms of government is questioned time to time..the proponents for one form of governance either democracy or communism find loopholes in the other system trying to give their argument a realistic touch.
The root cause for revolutions,freedom struggles is the oppression,oppression of cultures,ideas,space.Power rested with few men who are arrogant,self centered couldn't conceive that their actions would pave way to massive uprising.

Democracy makes the citizens powerful enough to chart their own course,which seems an ideal form of governance.the successes lies with the ordinary citizen,he has to be aware ,alert.Any democratic government reflects the state of mind of an ordinary citizen in ideal circumstances but in the recent times the lack of ideal candidates to choose as the representative has created chaos,confusion resulting in lack of faith in the democratic structure itself.

In communism the onus lies on one ruler,who is responsible to every thing ,one who is resistant to corruption,honest to sail through the rugged path.finding such person is the key to communist form of government.